Be careful what you wish for….

You might just get exactly that.

I wished to sing a full set of jazz songs. Well later this year, I’m going to embrace that opportunity.  In January; I went to a lunch time 1940’s concert at the National Concert hall in Dublin. I was of course the youngest person there; at least I have something in common with my few grey hairs. Whilst I enjoyed it, I did happen to think I could do a better job. Justice has now been served and I’m required to put my money where my mouth is. Beware of being critical of others is my lesson of the month.

I used to sing freely and with some confidence, but sadly studies and work sapped all my time and I stopped singing. I sang for a group of friends in New York and ever since then my best friend has bullied me to sing publicly. She bought me some singing lessons from a very good teacher in London as a gift, perhaps the best gift I’ve ever received. It took some thirty minutes before I was relaxed enough to sing in front of her. By the time I left, I was cotton high and strawberry red. Nonetheless, it provided the push I needed and I took some singing lessons whilst I lived in Moscow.

A married couple, both of whom were very talented opera singers taught me. I felt a bit guilty asking such talented singers to teach me. They must have really lost their temper with me a number of times when I didn’t understand what I was required to do. Of course the language barrier didn’t help. I was eager, but I had absolutely no interest in singing opera. I really struggled with the technique as well as trying to sing in a language I’ve had limited exposure to. In the end they let me sing jazz songs and I started to enjoy what I was paying good money for.

Since Moscow, I’ve had rather few opportunities to sing. So for once when my friend bullied me, I decided to just sing. After all, I often tell people to be brave, and I’m at fault here. After dinner another guest asked me to sing at her 1940’s show. In short, without trying, I’ve got my wish, even if it is only two songs. I’m not going to be cowardly, and change my mind even if I’m already nervous. I’m now frantically trying to find the perfect two. I’m taking all suggestions from anyone musical.