Let’s get personal…without the attack.

Ok, I am sure that my hands will drop off soon with all the work I have been doing recently. I cannot believe I had to turn down a very tempting offer tonight. Trust me, it really was my loss.

I have been through so many sites, and consequently, so many women, although not technically, I would need a few extra days for that. There are some stunning looking women around. Although the more I looked at sites like London escort guide, the more I realised I stand out like a sore thumb. And then I remembered this article, http://women.timesonline.co.uk/tol/life_and_style/women/beauty/article2705789.ece

I don’t quite agree with the author’s tone of envy, but I do follow with the idea that beauty is unique. For every type of women, we have to celebrate or make the most of what we have which makes us beautiful, and in my case, if that lies in being individual, sweet and petite, then I am going to work it. Even if I am not tall enough for the catwalk.

When you start talking of worms, more come out of the wood work.

If these last few weeks were to be placed in a horoscope, I just do not know what it would say. But I am sure it would mention the word surprises and the unexpected, for good and bad. But let’s just discuss the good. You start meeting with old friends, then before you know it, a completely new unconnected old friend gets in contact too. Firstly another male friend of mine, from long ago, claims we went out together when we were in the playground. I have no recollection of this, and I am amused he would say after 14 years that he liked me all this time? In addition, a few female friends have called, and everyone is pregnant. Maybe this is a clash of backgrounds, or how much things have changed for me. But my educational background forecasts that the idea of settling down with children happens on the borderline of last chance salon. Yet, most of those I left behind are settling down in their mid-twenties. I guess this is all the hedonistic rage these days. On the up-side it was nice to hear back, that the ‘it’ girl at school, has filled out in all the wrong places. I know it is wrong to laugh at such things, but this is the human condition. 

The papers

There were a few stories that caught my eye today in the Times. The first I cannot find to share with you, but it has been found that an employment office advertised a sex job. The advertisement offered up to £8 an hour to women willing to strip in front of a web-cam. Personally, I suppose this is quite funny, right in there next to the plumbing and apprentice schemes, can you imagine the 17 year olds passing that. The law states that sex-related employment adverts are not allowed, you tend to see adverts for Ann summers in the personal sections of the newspapers. But I suppose there is a quality in having to seek such work, rather than have it readily available. However, this is the age of the mighty internet and I got here.

This other story,
http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/uk/science/article2741036.ece, caught my eye; so many people are on about nature or nurture, in regards to sexual behaviours. Maybe the scientists cannot state anything yet for humans, but sexual natures wired in the brain of even worms. Everyone considers that genetic modification will lead to a brainy, 6ft tall human race, without illness and disease, (in which case I would be lost on account of my height). Only follows that they will be modified to sex-crazed bunnies to ensure their dominance on planet earth. To think scientists are given research grants to discover and work on this.

The last is here, http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/world/asia/article2748901.ece. Well maybe Japan is out of the question then?

Breaking hearts

There are decisions that are made before entering into becoming an escort and some of them are not easy and do requiring breaking a heart along the way. However, recently this week, I came face to face with someone who I had broken their heart, albeit unintentionally. I assure you it is all rather innocent, I was 17/18 years of age and I had a best male friend. But when the immortal words, “I love you”, are uttered by your best friend; that tends to freak you out a little. Well finally, we got back in touch; he said he had been trying to ‘hunt’ me down for ages! I had tried to mail him on occasions and thought he was ignoring me, for the fact I disappeared of the friendship radar after that particular incident.

But anyhow, success after a few phone calls, it was over to my house for a burger, of course premium quality, and catch up time. It was very odd seeing an once familiar face back in my life and I hope it stays. But I am sure that everyone has a few stories to tell from their college days. Before I knew it, it was back to moaning about partners, life and chatting like old times. 

Hello, this is hopefully the start of some very big changes

Well sometimes life events happen to make you really go for things, which never can be foreseen.

This is all a part of that, lots of things have been on simmer on account of proving my brain to relevant others in the world.

So, all things considered, I have reflected, what the hell, I am going for it!. In the words of one particular female artist, “what you waiting for”. Indeed. I am quite determined at the worst of times, (others call this stubborn), but when I am fired up, I guess then I might break the land speed record.

So welcome and I hope to confess enough in time.